faith.love.joy

2011-05-20T15:46:00.001+08:00

hols and post holiday

2011-01-06T11:01:00.002+08:00

It seems that this never gets done... i'm determined to do a better job today. :)

And also with my life... hence the diary...

This is from the library... see how many books i've borrowed from NLB this holiday...
after some thinking i think i know what i need most to get my life in order... i think i need someone/ something/ some whatever that will guide me, give me instructions to move on... i realised that this was missing for most part of my life ever since uni days... prior to uni, life revolved mainly around school and friends and family... hence instructions about the order of life, schoolwork came from teachers and parents...
but in uni, it's own time own target... profs gave the deadlines and it's up to one how one wants to go about completing the assignment... parents started giving more leeway...

with freedom, came the disorder... i think.

Anyway, I've been enjoying my reads... this book is from the children section... reminds me of the good old days of having to read aloud with my mother beside me...

I was attracted to the cover of the book. Opps, aren't we not supposed to judge a book by its cover?

I caught this movie last year... now i'm trying the book...

A typical chick lit that i read...

Hmm, the hols is abt to end... am quite excited about starting sch again i think. or more like waiting for the CNY holiday... :)

Happy 2011

2011-01-02T17:58:00.005+08:00

New year, new hopes...
to start the new year off, I've painted my nails this way...
it's called French Manicure... i did it myself... Painting my nails is a form of relaxation for me...

Will start thinking about this year soon. Meantime, I am still trying to read... reading is fun and shopping for tittles too... :) Now, i have something to look out for whenever I'm out at the malls...
Happy 2011...

Hobbies

2010-12-29T19:14:00.003+08:00

I spent most of the day yesterday in the lib... borrowed a couple of feel-good reads for the hols.

I spent most of the day today at home doing these... It's an old hobby that I recently picked up... :)

Christmas Greetings

2010-12-24T10:48:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas.

Removal of tagboard

2010-12-16T20:36:00.002+08:00

I'm removing the tagboard cos of the spam msges... so if anything, just comment via the comment remarks...

Nodame

2010-12-11T17:46:00.002+08:00

I have been watching the movie Nodame... it's such a feel good movie to watch... speaking of which I am looking forward to the Christmas season when I can stay in and catch some feel-good Christmas movie... I have been watching Love Actually for the past few Christmases. Perhaps I will catch rom-coms like He's Just Not Into You and the likes this year. Plus the cold/ cool weather this year, hmm, this certainly is most enjoyable. And yes, I can catch up on frivolous readings too... I've borrowed a few tittles from the library today!!! So happy. :)

New Blog for Resources

2010-12-11T17:34:00.003+08:00

In this digital age and with the pile of work and resources to organise, it seems inevitable that technology is tapped to sort them. In my attempt to become more organise with my resources and thoughts on the stuff that I have read and come across, I have created a blog to sort them out. We'll see how far it goes.
Visit: http://faith-philo.blogspot.com
And comment on how I can better organise these things digitally.

Botanic Gardens!

2010-11-20T22:54:00.004+08:00

What a nice day out to Botanic Gardens...
Thank you Lisa for the company... it's nice to have you walking the stretch of road... :)
I've really enjoyed myself and it's relaxing to be out in the nature...
Should do that more often.

A pretty swan...

I really like this pic... :)
Thanks once again.

Botanic Gardens on Prezi

I thank God for

2010-11-09T00:27:00.002+08:00

This week, I thank God for:
1. The wonderful people whom I met in NIE...
2. Students (past and present) for making everything worthwhile
3. The Deepavali long weekend, and the off-day on Tues last week
4. The pending public holiday next week
5. The surprise 'free' dinner last evening on the way to class
6. God for making everything for in place

I never had so looked forward to public holidays before... :)
Now this is intriguing isn't it?

Things that put a smile across my face

2010-11-02T16:59:00.000+08:00

2010-10-29T00:30:00.001+08:00

Prezi

About Me- New on Prezi

Unorganized, organizing and organized!

2010-09-23T15:30:00.002+08:00

I think I am getting back to my organized self!
I was in a huge mess when starting 2010... all thanks to the unfinished FYP then...
Going back to a school that trains me for school has apparently helped. I hope I won't revert back.
Reading about development kinds of compel me to resolve my own quarter life crisis.
Happy post- 中秋节!

Quarter life crisis

2010-09-20T08:50:00.003+08:00

If only there is such a thing called quarter-life crisis...
But it's nice talking to people at different stages of their lives... it seems that the world won't fall apart if things don't turn out the way we had wanted it to.
I'll pull through this... =)

Satisfied!

2010-09-04T16:57:00.003+08:00

Had my cravings satisfied.
Looking forward to school. The inquisitive looks on the students' faces will propel me to learn and collect more tools... =)
I still miss them.

I will miss them

2010-08-26T20:02:00.001+08:00

I will miss them. This entire experience has humbled me. I've learnt a lot from many people. Thanks. =)

Happiness is a habit

2010-08-14T19:29:00.002+08:00

I saw the YOG torch!!!

I love banana milk.

My loves, my muses.

Visit http://thingsweforget.blogspot.com/

Hyped Up

2010-08-07T14:01:00.003+08:00

Going for the YOG Rehearsal later... looking forward to it.

With the long weekend, National Day, and all, I'm so hyped up now. :)
Anyway, how many of us still remember this:

"就算不能天天一起, 不会有距离, 默默地为你打气, 祈祷你如意".
I have been very tired the past few weeks, but I'm happy with what I'm doing and the things that I can learn. But, I'm sorry to have neglected some friends and loved ones... Just to let you know that I still remember and love you all... my prayers are with you and really, 祈祷你如意.

Happy 45th National Day, Singapore!

Expectations

2010-08-01T12:07:00.003+08:00

Busy. Stress. Work is piling up. But I'm not hating it. Neither can I say I'm loving it.
All I can say is that I don't have any regrets about choosing this profession, about signing on the dotted line some 4 years ago. I know I have to learn to cope with all the stress and expectations. It's all my fault. I shouldn't have played so much during my uni years. Now, I'm finding so hard to get pick up the momentum of school. I think, school is generally a place of much happenings for both the students, teachers and staff. But all these are for the overall balanced development of its members. Seriously. I'm learning every day, every moment.
Sometimes, I think I'm an idealist. Should I be more realistic? Does being realistic mean I have to lower my expectations? I should think not. But how then can I be more realistic?

2010-07-03T03:04:00.000+08:00

A good end to the week. Had a good dinner and meet up session with real good bunch of friends. Happy 10th anniversary and counting.
Really appreciate the kindness shown to me by many this week. It keeps me going.

Overwhelmed

2010-06-21T18:48:00.000+08:00

I'm overwhelmed today. I hope it's because of the expectations I have for myself.
Should have taken a class in theatre studies.

Picking up

2010-06-20T18:44:00.003+08:00

Happy Fathers' Day.
I have had too much fun this holiday. Guess I had completely let loose of myself, now, I have to pick up the momentum all over again. My friends all agreed unanimously that it'll be difficult to meet up once work starts. Already, we hardly met up in the semester in school, how infrequent will our meet up be now? I thought of arranging a meet up for different groups of friends every different month. What do you think of it? That's the arrangement we have for our DG, which I hope we will materialise soon.
Now, I feel sad leaving the fun behind.

De-cluttering

2010-06-16T09:09:00.002+08:00

De-cluttering- is not as easy as it seems. Too many things, too little space. I yearn of a (empty) space of mine with only the bare essentials. It'll be great if I can hear echo.

Too many meet-ups, too little time. Many gatherings and meals with friends this week. I'm recovering from a sore throat + flu. Have been talking too much, eating too much of junk food. Yet it had been good fun.

In the meantime, I remembered reading somewhere that being reminded of the happy times helps in stress management. I have tons of happy photos!!!

Happy Belated Birthday Jie! Hope you still drop by here. :D

2010-06-09T09:26:00.001+08:00

Half-way through my packing. I decided to give my room a new outlook yesterday. I realised it wasn't an easy task at all. I simply have too many things; bags, notes, diaries, journals, books, CDs, letters, cards, creative materials,... the easiest way is to get rid of the unwanted stuff, yet it's hard to throw them away when each item seemed to hold a sentimental value. Though I was tired from the physical labour of shifting my furniture around, I had fun looking through the items that I've been keeping.

My spectacles and contact lenses that I've worn many years ago! I wonder whether the oval-rimmed frames will ever be popular again?

The first watch that I bought using my saved-up pocket money.

My collections of fiction and not-fiction tittles. I have more though. I think it's not very environmentally friendly to buy books that you will only read once. I prefer borrowing or renting these days.

The notes and letters I received from friends in secondary school. The thing with girls is that we like to pass notes, even when there's nothing to write about.

The toys and mementos that I collect. There was a period of time when the yoyo made a comeback. My mum bought one for my brothers and I got her to buy 1 for me too...

The autograph books from primary school. Do you remember the ubiquitous "Roses are red, violets are blue...", "Forget me not..." messages?

The last time I flipped through them was in Secondary 1 or 2... just to get the addresses of friends to send them Christmas cards.

My school planners. Look how I even personalised them... I like things personalised. I tend to make better use of it more that way.

My abacus. I used to learn 珠心算.

The boxes of Christmas cards. I like Hallmark cards a lot. But these seems too big for me. I don't really have a lot to write cos I think I've been repeating the same words and ideas.

It's a struggle for me to thrash away so many things. I'm a sentimental person.

2010-06-06T20:21:00.000+08:00

Have been packing my room for the past few days, getting rid of the notes and textbooks I've accumulated over the years... it's not easy; there are simply too many things; and not forgetting, I want to sort them out for recycling purposes. And the textbooks too. I've an idea of what to do with them, but it's a little of a hassle. Anyway, packing my room is kind of like a walk down memory lane. I've discovered things that jotted my memories...

Like this:

My preparations for scholarship, admission interviews after the As some 4 years ago.

And this:

My budget molecular model which I use for to identify the symmetry of the molecules. I really struggled for symmetry. I simly can't visualise.

Then I've been busy with these too.

Graduation gifts! I really hope my friends will feel happy when they see what's inside.

2010-06-01T23:26:00.001+08:00

I am inspired to pick up basic cooking after watching selective episodes of the Channel 8’s 三菜一汤series. I used to think that there is no need to, that cooking is similar to other household chores; when one is being forced to do it, you’ll somehow know how to do it. I still hold this belief though. Besides, the taste of the food is selective. It really depends on the person’s preference isn’t it? But the show has somewhat deepened my understanding of cooking. Cooking is a science. There are some things that you need to know in order to bring out the taste of the food and to ensure the nutritional value of the ingredients and the food. This is what I intend to learn; not how to handle a pot, pan and ladle, though this is an aspect of cooking as well.
I have been reading too. Reading’s a great way to past time. And some times, I marvel at how some authors share my sentiments and are able to express them in words so accurately and beautifully. I have also discovered a previously ignored corner of the library. It hosts many Chinese books and interest magazines… perhaps due to my interests in the Taiwanese culture, I find these magazines and books nice and interesting, though not necessary easy to read. But it’s just for fun anyway!

2010-06-01T09:40:00.002+08:00

For the many of us who do not have the opportunity to visit the Shanghai World Expo,
http://en.expo.cn/indexn.html
I think this is quite impressive. A good way to past time and learn somthing new at the same time too.

2010-05-31T14:49:00.002+08:00

I recieved my results via the sms this morning. I'm thankful for the grace that God had shown me this semester. I remembered those nights of staying awake to write my thesis, to do my poster and to preparing for the poster presentation. I remembered reading my thesis over and over again, checking for mistakes, errors... I remembered the fear and nervousness I had in me during the poster presentation... and I remembered the prayers my fellow siblings-in-Christ prayed for me. And I testify God's grace and goodness that He had shown to me throughout this entire academic year. I am thankful also to my supervisors, for their guidance, patience and help; I can't imagine how things would have been if not for them. Friends as well. Because we are all on the same timeline. Without friends whom I can truly share my concerns and fears with, I think I would have gone mental.
I hope we are all happy with our results and can find at least 1 thanksgiving from this semester. All the best for your jobs!

2010-05-03T17:29:00.003+08:00

Yippee! Exams are over. Now I shall keep my fingers cross for the results.
This hols is going to be a short one for work's starting soon. Well, I certainly hope that I had not made the wrong choice. The opportunity cost is not cheap. And to my dear friends who are travelling, enjoy yourself and take care. Meet up soon too.

2010-04-12T21:23:00.002+08:00

You Are Imaginative and Idealistic

You are popular and well liked. You know how to please a crowd and work a room.

You tend to go to your friends for advice and opinions. You value what your friends have to say.

You have an optimistic take on life. Things are always a lot better than they seem at first.

Spending time alone makes you contemplative and thoughtful. You can get really deep when there's no one else around.

The Movie Theater Test

Blogthings: Waste Time at Work!

2010-03-12T14:58:00.002+08:00

Anger and frustrations, I've took them away.
I hope they don't return when I get expose to the same stimuli again soon.

2010-03-06T11:18:00.000+08:00

Don't know what's happening to me. Just feel like spending time and money on my family. It makes me feel happy.

2010-03-05T08:50:00.002+08:00

Deflate now, my altered, inflated ego. Pride comes before a fall.

"Whoever loves discipline loves knowledge, but he who hates correction is stupid." Proverbs 12:1

"No one can serve two masters. Either he will hate the one and love the other, or he will be devoted to the one and despise the other. You cannot serve both God and Money." Matthew 6:24

I can't possibly serve 2 masters. Literally.

2010-03-04T11:03:00.002+08:00

Your Top Character Strength
Love of learning
You love learning new things, whether in a class or on your own. You have always loved school, reading, and museums-anywhere and everywhere there is an opportunity to learn.
Your Second Character Strength
Judgment, critical thinking, and open-mindedness
Thinking things through and examining them from all sides are important aspects of who you are. You do not jump to conclusions, and you rely only on solid evidence to make your decisions. You are able to change your mind.
Your Third Character Strength
Spirituality, sense of purpose, and faith
You have strong and coherent beliefs about the higher purpose and meaning of the universe. You know where you fit in the larger scheme. Your beliefs shape your actions and are a source of comfort to you.
Your Fourth Character Strength
Citizenship, teamwork, and loyalty
You excel as a member of a group. You are a loyal and dedicated teammate, you always do your share, and you work hard for the success of your group.
Your Fifth Character Strength
Leadership
You excel at the tasks of leadership: encouraging a group to get things done and preserving harmony within the group by making everyone feel included. You do a good job organizing activities and seeing that they happen.
Character Strength #6
Creativity, ingenuity, and originality
Thinking of new ways to do things is a crucial part of who you are. You are never content with doing something the conventional way if a better way is possible.
Character Strength #7
Industry, diligence, and perseverance
You work hard to finish what you start. No matter the project, you "get it out the door" in timely fashion. You do not get distracted when you work, and you take satisfaction in completing tasks.
Character Strength #8
Hope, optimism, and future-mindedness
You expect the best in the future, and you work to achieve it. You believe that the future is something that you can control.
Character Strength #9
Perspective (wisdom)
Although you may not think of yourself as wise, your friends hold this view of you. They value your perspective on matters and turn to you for advice. You have a way of looking at the world that makes sense to others and to yourself.
Character Strength #10
Honesty, authenticity, and genuineness
You are an honest person, not only by speaking the truth but by living your life in a genuine and authentic way. You are down to earth and without pretense; you are a "real" person.
Character Strength #11
Capacity to love and be loved
You value close relations with others, in particular those in which sharing and caring are reciprocated. The people to whom you feel most close are the same people who feel most close to you.
Character Strength #12
Fairness, equity, and justice
Treating all people fairly is one of your abiding principles. You do not let your personal feelings bias your decisions about other people. You give everyone a chance.
Character Strength #13
Self-control and self-regulation
You self-consciously regulate what you feel and what you do. You are a disciplined person. You are in control of your appetites and your emotions, not vice versa.
Character Strength #14
Zest, enthusiasm, and energy
Regardless of what you do, you approach it with excitement and energy. You never do anything halfway or halfheartedly. For you, life is an adventure.
Character Strength #15
Kindness and generosity
You are kind and generous to others, and you are never too busy to do a favor. You enjoy doing good deeds for others, even if you do not know them well.
Character Strength #16
Caution, prudence, and discretion
You are a careful person, and your choices are consistently prudent ones. You do not say or do things that you might later regret.
Character Strength #17
Gratitude
You are aware of the good things that happen to you, and you never take them for granted. Your friends and family members know that you are a grateful person because you always take the time to express your thanks.
Character Strength #18
Modesty and humility
You do not seek the spotlight, preferring to let your accomplishments speak for themselves. You do not regard yourself as special, and others recognize and value your modesty.
Character Strength #19
Curiosity and interest in the world
You are curious about everything. You are always asking questions, and you find all subjects and topics fascinating. You like exploration and discovery.
Character Strength #20
Social intelligence
You are aware of the motives and feelings of other people. You know what to do to fit in to different social situations, and you know what to do to put others at ease.
Character Strength #21
Forgiveness and mercy
You forgive those who have done you wrong. You always give people a second chance. Your guiding principle is mercy and not revenge.
Character Strength #22
Appreciation of beauty and excellence
You notice and appreciate beauty, excellence, and/or skilled performance in all domains of life, from nature to art to mathematics to science to everyday experience.
Character Strength #23
Humor and playfulness
You like to laugh and tease. Bringing smiles to other people is important to you. You try to see the light side of all situations.
Character Strength #24
Bravery and valor
You are a courageous person who does not shrink from threat, challenge, difficulty, or pain. You speak up for what is right even if there is opposition. You act on your convictions.

How true do you think this is? I took this test in a bid to find out more about myself. I realised that I may not even know the true me. Something happened this morning. Don't worry, it's nothing devastating. It's just that I may need to talk to someone else, which I eventually will, I think.

So many options/ opportunities. So many points and concerns to consider and to pray about. So many decisions to be made.

2010-02-12T10:28:00.005+08:00

What an end to a busy week, with so many things left undone. Oh.
But I like busy days... it means that I will utilise whatever time better; be it spending time in labs, with my friends or on my studies.

On the usual LM time this Wed, I invited Lisa to join the Crusaders for a clay making session. I totally enjoyed myself. It's amazing how the clay becomes in my hands. While I don't really have the exact look that I hope my figurine will turn out, I'm thankful that it turns out quite nice, well, at least when seen from far. And this is so unlike the way God moulds each and every one of us; while God created each one of us in His likeness, we also possess unique characteristics, and He created us for a purpose and has a plan for us. Such is the love that God has for us, that He is willing to spend time moulding and shaping us, and even sent His Son, Christ Jesus to die on the cross for all our sins, past, present or even future sins.

'For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.' John 3:16

This Valentine, and Chinese New Year, I wish that we will be enveloped by the love of our precious ones, and may we all understand and come to experience the eternal love that our Father is ever so readily to give us.

2010-01-22T10:33:00.002+08:00

Darkness = Absence of light.
Rest = Absence of work?
Well, the above equality may not hold. If we don't work, how will we know what rest is. Also, for some workaholics, they may feel lost and uneasy without work.
Work had been created by God right from the beginning, and we should do whatever God work give us to with pride, as it is a way of honouring Him. That said, I'm now motivated to honour God as a student, in other words, I will study hard. Hopefully, I can truly be a testimony for God, both through the process as well as with the end results.

"And whatever you do, whether in word or deed, do it all in the name of the Lord Jesus, giving thanks to God the Father through him." Colossians 3: 17

2010-01-14T16:24:00.002+08:00

I walked to West Coast park this morning. I immersed myself in the nature, allowing the strong breeze to take those burdens away. No burdens exactly, just want to give myself a retreat and be somewhere where I don't see those upsetting, grey concrete buildings. I want to see the seemingly endless sea and hopefully to get some inspirations and motivations along the way. The breeze was so strong that I had momentarily thought that my entire physical body will be carried away too. I managed to finish reading a book; I had intended to want to read some of my notes too, but the winds made that challenging. But for now, I'm satisfied.

2010-01-07T14:07:00.002+08:00

The Straits Times Life! reported that chick lits are one of the most popular genres of books borrowed by Singaporeans and as such, NLB is stocking up more such books. Yes, I welcome this move! Btw, are the Sweet Valley and Babysitter series considered chick lits for the young?
I rediscover that I like heart-warming fiction and autobiographies. I was so happy yesterday when I chanced upon 2 books that I had long wanted to read at the Sci library. Didn't know that sci lib has such good reads. =) Shall venture to Central lib one day; they should have more books there...

2010-01-07T13:09:00.001+08:00

I'm currently into watching 大學生了沒! Each episode revolve around a topic and the hosts will engage the uni students in the discussions. They talk about all things under the sun; from uni hostels to diets to frivolous events and activities. And because of a recent episode, the one on reading, I've decided to start logging in the books that I've read. This is also one of my attempts to become more organized with my life.

2010-01-03T12:00:00.000+08:00

New year brings in new hopes. This year, I pray for courage to find new goals, and strength to achieve them.
On the lighter side, because of the new year, I get to watch the many countdown shows from Taiwan, though more often than not, I only know the more popular acts.

2010-01-01T09:18:00.000+08:00

Goodbye 2009, Hello 2010.
Let's pray that 2010 will be a better year than 2009; environmentally, economically, socially.

2009-12-25T13:11:00.001+08:00

Merry Christmas

2009-12-22T12:49:00.000+08:00

Results are finally released.
Now I'm a little troubled...
Troubled because I'm not sure how much effort I should put in for my FYP and the modules next sem; I want to work hard for I don't want to regret it, on the other hand, I'm afraid that even if I work hard, the results will not justify the effort put in. What should I do?
I clearly need some motivation.

2009-12-04T12:42:00.000+08:00

A brand new project to work on...
I hope that the end products turn out nice... may not be the way I want it to be, but nice.
This year is definitely the year of weddings... I've attended more weddings this year than I've ever had for the past 20 years of my life. Speaking of which I think I'm getting old... is there such a thing called the quarter- life crisis?!
But I love attending weddings; they're such sweet, romantic, and touching events.

2009-11-28T20:29:00.000+08:00

Thank God for friends!

If not for them, I think I would still be wallowing in self-pity... I'm really thankful that I have been able to share with them about the impending doom... I mean, yes, the impending lab work...

I feel so much better now. =)

Honestly, I never felt this emotional about something before... not to the extent that I will talk to friends about it... but I guess I still need to find a goal, perhaps a short term one on my part.

But for now, I think I can look forward to running with Lisa!!! Yeah! And apparently, looking at photos of happy times help fight the blues too! Hmm, perhaps I should develop these photos and bring them to lab!

BFF ( I realised this can mean something else too..)

2009-11-24T16:54:00.000+08:00

Exams are over... Now, I shall keep my fingers closed for the results.
Honestly, this is the first time that I enjoyed my study break for I don't have to go back to the lab. How happy is that. I don't really enjoy lab work, so time off from lab is certainly appreciated! But nothing worldly last forever, not even diamonds. I'll be heading back to lab soon. Till then enjoy.

2009-11-01T16:30:00.001+08:00

There was once a man who got all that he wanted. H is wishes were all granted to him by a lovely angel. The man was never happy despite having his wishes fulfilled. One day, he asked the angel: “Lovely angel, can you truly make me a happy person?”
Like always, the lovely angel granted the man his wish and the man became a truly happy person. So what did the angel give to the man?

Well, the angel did not give the man anything. Instead, the angel took things away from the man; his TV, the computer and the Internet, his mobile, his parents, siblings, friends and all the work that he has to do. So for days, the man did nothing, for there isn’t anything for him to do. And for days the man wished that he had his friends to talk to, his work to do and the TV and the Internet for entertainment.
After three days, the angel returned those things that he took away from the man. The man jumped in joy and told the angel: “Thank you angel. I will treasure these things.” True to his word, the man never take for granted the things that he has and learn to live life cherishing all the things he has, no matter how insignificant these things may seem.

We don’t need a lot of money to be wealthy and happy. We don’t need to own a property at the world’s most exclusive address and eat the most exotic delicacy. We don’t need the most fashionable clothing, accessories to be beautiful. Do not go through life wishing you were richer, or were smarter or had slimmer and longer legs; cherish all that has been granted to you by our Creator.

2009-10-30T12:09:00.000+08:00

In life, you win some, you lose some.
Can one possibly have it all?
Perhaps.
Depending on how you define 'all'.
Sometimes, we just need to learn to celebrate small victories.

2009-10-25T18:15:00.000+08:00

Recently, I've been toying with the idea of taking a gap year.
But, is it a little late? And can I?
Then, there are many other plans that I have in mind that I want to accomplish too.
It's still too early to reveal more...

2009-10-19T12:51:00.000+08:00

I feel as though I'm on a roller- coaster ride. Am I the only one who feel this way?

On a happier note, Off Script was fab. Not just the performance... the entire evening was great. Thanks girls!

2009-09-27T15:16:00.000+08:00

You Crave an Important Life

Your dream is to life a live a life that leaves a mark.
You'd like to have a mission or journey to complete, even if it takes years.

You want your life to be meaningful, and having a final goal brings you meaning.
You'd like to accomplish something big, if only to inspire others to believe it can be done.

<"a href=">http://blogthings.com/thesunsettest/">The Sunset Test

The First Rule of Blogthings Is: You Don't Talk About Blogthings

2009-09-05T17:38:00.001+08:00

Life's a balancing act.
Work, family;
Studies, friends.
Studies, family, friends, God.
These days, I seem to be drowned in all these things.
I need to prioritise, juggle and manage time well. This didn't used to be an issue.
I'm wondering why now? It seems funny to say that I have problem with time management now when I used to take pride in my good time management. Talk about pride before the fall.

2009-08-17T08:51:00.002+08:00

Ecclesiastes 3
A Time for Everything
1 There is a time for everything,
and a season for every activity under heaven:

2 a time to be born and a time to die,
a time to plant and a time to uproot,

3 a time to kill and a time to heal,
a time to tear down and a time to build,

4 a time to weep and a time to laugh,
a time to mourn and a time to dance,

5 a time to scatter stones and a time to gather them,
a time to embrace and a time to refrain,

6 a time to search and a time to give up,
a time to keep and a time to throw away,

7 a time to tear and a time to mend,
a time to be silent and a time to speak,

8 a time to love and a time to hate,
a time for war and a time for peace.

9 What does the worker gain from his toil? 10 I have seen the burden God has laid on men. 11 He has made everything beautiful in its time. He has also set eternity in the hearts of men; yet they cannot fathom what God has done from beginning to end. 12 I know that there is nothing better for men than to be happy and do good while they live. 13 That everyone may eat and drink, and find satisfaction in all his toil—this is the gift of God. 14 I know that everything God does will endure forever; nothing can be added to it and nothing taken from it. God does it so that men will revere him.

15 Whatever is has already been,
and what will be has been before;
and God will call the past to account.

16 And I saw something else under the sun:
In the place of judgment—wickedness was there,
in the place of justice—wickedness was there.

17 I thought in my heart,
"God will bring to judgment
both the righteous and the wicked,
for there will be a time for every activity,
a time for every deed."

18 I also thought, "As for men, God tests them so that they may see that they are like the animals. 19 Man's fate is like that of the animals; the same fate awaits them both: As one dies, so dies the other. All have the same breath ; man has no advantage over the animal. Everything is meaningless. 20 All go to the same place; all come from dust, and to dust all return. 21 Who knows if the spirit of man rises upward and if the spirit of the animal goes down into the earth?"

22 So I saw that there is nothing better for a man than to enjoy his work, because that is his lot. For who can bring him to see what will happen after him?

Now is the time to toil. Enjoy the studying while you can.

2009-07-27T11:12:00.001+08:00

This holiday, I read, watched, learnt...
How should I put it? This holiday is certainly different from the previous; for one, I flooded the mailboxes of several profs and went knocking on their doors in search of a fyp. I am no favourite student of any prof and this is no doubt quite a challenge. But, reading up journals on the related topics is kind of interesting and I think I kind of learnt something from them. :)
Next, I think I know what kind of teaching method my student from tuition responds to. Finally, after all these weeks, I found it. It's definitely happy for me to see how she has been improving from her tests.
I've also watched countless films and movies. I read quite a number of books too. I started watching purely out of the entertainment factor. Hence, I was surprised when some of the movies that I watched had actually offered me some food for thought. Books too. Hmm.
Meeting and catching up with friends, dg mates, spending the afternoons or evenings just talking and praying for one another. These, on one hand refresh me, but yet, on the other hand, force me to examine my own character and personality and make me think of the sort of person that I want to be when I start the next phase of my life soon.
And finally, I think I rested. I think I did, but probably not enough.

2009-07-25T16:12:00.005+08:00

"If you can't be a pine on the top of the hill, Be a scrub in the valley - but be The best little scrub by the side of the rill; Be a bush, if you can't be a tree.
If you can't be a bush, be a bit of the grass, And some highway happier make; If you can't be a muskie, then just be a bass - But the liveliest bass in the lake!
We can't all be captains, we've got to be crew, There's something for all of us here. There's big work to do and there's lesser to do And the task we must do is the near.
If you can't be a highway, then just be a trail, If you can't be the sun, be a star; It isn't by size that you win or you fail - Be the best of whatever you are!"

P.S.: I'm still waiting for more pics to come in... ;)

2009-07-09T00:39:00.002+08:00

Is it the caffeine shot last evening or the hormonal rush from yesterday's commencement that is keeping me awake at this time? Funny, it wasn't even my commencement.
Honestly, I'm happy for all of you who just commenced or will be commencing this July.
My lab partners, lecture mates, tutorial mates, brothers and sisters, a huge congratulation and all the best to all of you.
I'll miss the time copying from your lecture notes cos I was asleep in lectures, photocopying your tutorial answers cos yours is better than mine, doing lab expt with you, sitting outside while waiting for lab to start so that it will quickly end, and tons of many other things.
For those who have found a job, I'm relieved and happy for you. Hope that you'll enjoy whatever that you may be doing.
For those who are still waiting for some job offers, I know how panicky and uncertain it can be. But so long as the heart and mind are willing, I don't think you'll starve. May you find your true calling too.
I'm sorry that I wouldn't be attending all of your commencements. Trust me, I'm still with you.
Thank you for making my uni life such and stay in contact.

2009-07-07T20:22:00.000+08:00

A lazy afternoon spent with good old friends, doing nothing that's important, just simply spending time chatting, catching up with one another, or rather crapping, is something that I hope I can do more often.
Then again, if you were to be doing this every other day, won't you run out of things to say and crap about?
Moderation is the key then.
And yes, I was serious when I say that I hope there can be some guy version of Cheryl and Lisa, or some of my other girl friends. We click together so well don't we? And maybe some of them may secretly hope for a guy version of me too. Ha.

2009-06-24T15:30:00.000+08:00

Many things have been revolutionised, all thanks to technology.
Recently, I stumbled across MidiPiano, a program/ software that allows one to play the piano using computer keyboard. How cool is that?!
Well, I gave that a try, and I thought that while it gives you the sound of the music notes, playing the computer keyboard isn't exactly a simple task. No doubt, for simple songs that only have notes in one octave, things can be straight forward. However, to configure the keys to the corresponding music notes with sharps and in different octaves, things can become more challenging. In all, while MidiPiano may offer a platform for those who don't know how to play the piano, or don't have a piano, playing the computer keyboard isn't anywhere close to playing the real piano.

2009-06-24T15:11:00.001+08:00

Dear friends and all,
Thank you for all your birthday messages, greetings, prayers and presents. I really appreciate all you lovely people who remember my birthday. I had a wonderful day though the celebrations weren't any different from previous years.
Though I'm now one year older, my wish of becoming more mature hasn't changed. Each year, I hope to become a better friend, daughter and sister. I don't know whether I've become better, but this year, I certainly hope to live a life that God has want me to, to live according to His Word, and more importantly, to treat people He has placed around me the way He wants me to. Hopefully, this will help me to become a better friend, daughter and sister.
My sincere gratitude. =)

2009-06-18T20:53:00.000+08:00

An idea has been floating around my head for months. I had wanted to announced it at one point in time, but I've not decided I'll be that generous or not. So far, only one person knew about this.

2009-06-17T18:38:00.001+08:00

The Ghosts of Girlfriends Past is nice! Realised that I have only been watching such chick flicks and romantic comedies these few years. Perhaps it's because I can't appreciate the stunts and effects of action- packed movies, and seldom do I fully grasp the story lines of fantasy movies. So brainless chick flick films with occasional good laugh and witty lines suit me best.

Yesterday was really a good day. Partly because the day started out right.

Morning shows are the best. It's when the whole world is either busy working or studying hard or still tuck in bed, deep in sleep. So in catching a morning show, you'll get practically the whole theater to yourself. I may well catch a morning show alone. It's a nice feeling.

The afternoon's wonderful too. Went to the Peranakan Museum. The Peranakan Museum was packed with students and a couple of tourists. I'm guessing that the Little Nonya kind of raised the awareness of the Peranakan culture among Singaporeans, which is why so many people are visiting the Peranakan Museum. Though we didn't spend a long time there, the exhibits that we saw and the things that we've read kind of corrected some misconceptions we had before of the Peranakan culture. I really hope we can go back there some day. Plus, we had a lot of fun with those 'embossing machines' that are placed all around the museum.

2009-06-10T21:56:00.000+08:00

Went to Marina Barrage just last week. The heat was scorchingly unbearable when we went. But I thought that it was nice that we went to take a look. I'm sure it'll be nice to go there in the evening or at night if you drive and know the directions there.

Pictures from Marina Barrage!!!

We had wanted to go to the Peranakan Museum after that, but the heat made us all tired for an educational trip, so we ended up chilling out at The Cathay and talking. You know, the three of us haven't been talking like that for the longest time, and as usual, it was good.

Will not blogged on the stuff that we've talked about, they're too frivolous, like always. But, I must emphasize that intelligent comments did appear every now and then. I'm so looking forward to the next time. Till then, take care girls.

Btw, I'm having much fun with Google Earth! It's so fun!

2009-06-10T21:39:00.000+08:00

Haven't been blogging for a while. Well, that's because... hmm.

Well, first of all, as most of you will know, my comp crashed in the beginning of the year and hence, as a result, most of my photos were lost and sadly, I didn't manage to retrieve them. After this episode, I wasn't in any mood to take any more pics or upload them cos I think that it may be a waste of time should the comp crash again. [But now, I'm back... cos I've downloaded the photo organizing software which I think is better than the previous generation.]

Actually, many a times, I had wanted to blog. But, I ended up deleting the post as I think it's way too personal. Instead, I shared some of those deepest thoughts with my closer ones, or rather, those whom I'm comfortable with.

For the past few weeks, I've been rather busy. But in the midst of it all, I've managed to give myself a retreat, during which, I thought of many things.

I used to be a crybaby. I was proud to be one, really. Because, behind those tears, I cry to get my way. And I'm proud to say that most of the time, I did get my way. Someone whom I don't really like once told me that it's loser's behaviour to cry. I never buy it. Not even till now. It's been a while since I last cried. Now, I don't cry to get my way. The last time that I cried in front of my immediate family was in J1, the holiday before the first Common Test. They were worried, but knew that I'll be fine. They knew I'm the worrisome sort. The last time I broke down in front of my friends was in J2, just weeks before the 'A's. They too, were worried, for they never thought that I'll be that stressed. I never tear publicly after that, not that I remember. I just too afraid of the aftermath. Then, if there's a thing called crying publicly, then there's of course something called secretly crying. The last time I did this was... hmm, there's a reason why it's called secretly crying. =)

And I thought of a reason why I particularly dislike a someone. It's not simply because of his behaviours, attitudes and the things that he did or said... but rather, it's because he represents something, some memories from the past which I've long wanted to forget and free myself from. I guess, there are some things which one can't forget. I've thought of burying and embracing those pasts, and making them part of my growth nutrients, but I simply can't. I once shared these things with a close friend, for I know that it can be potentially damaging to my mental health or something like that, and I did thought of seeking psychological help. But, at this point in time, I think talking to someone whom I can trust helps, thankfully. Now now, don't give me the surprised look on your face that says this is not the side of me that you know. This is a dark secret that I've been keeping to myself for the longest time.

2009-05-29T19:20:00.001+08:00

Results were released this afternoon. Though my results has slightly improved, I was quietly disappointed with one of my modules. I thought I could have done better for that.
Enough about results. I have a feeling that this hols is going to be exciting, with quite a few plans lined up.
So friends, see you soon.

2009-05-16T09:24:00.000+08:00

Met up with the dg for dinner last night and it was good. Though it was just a normal dinner, but the time was well-spent, I would say. I think it's the company and people that you're with and the things that we talked about.
So, there we were, spending the time talking about holiday plans, catching up on the latest of crusade's mission trips and the latest updates on our lives.
I really enjoy these times; the times when we could just talk without having to rush off to somewhere else; times where I could just bury myself in the books that I want to read, in the shows that I want to catch.

2009-05-11T17:31:00.001+08:00

Thanksgiving service this morning that stretched till the early afternoon was wonderful. Gave thanks and worshipped the Lord for all that He had provided for us and for whom He is. We also prayed for those graduating and many others. It was great and refreshing to be able to hear from those graduating how God has had seen them through their years in NUS.
The message was good too. I've always liked the Crusade's messages... be it delivered during LMs, camps, whenever... they never failed to speak to me. Perhaps, they were crafted to target specifically to us, students. So, today's message was especially for those graduating and who will be joining the workforce. Nevertheless, I think it is suitable for many of us present us well.

" Out of the salt shaker, into the world." That's the tittle of the message.

"As you sent me into the world, I have sent them into the world." John 17:18

As we will all graduate from NUS and join the harsh reality of the working world, God desires for us to be sent together to heal; to heal the people around us, the relations, and the earth. For the Great Commission is a means to an end, not an end itself.

So, how can we heal and make this world a better place?

"You are the salt of the earth. But if the salt loses its saltiness, how can it be made salty again? It is no longer good for anything, except to be thrown out and trampled by men. You are the light of the world. A city on a hill cannot be hidden. Neither do people light a lamp and put it under a bowl. Instead they put it on its stand, and it gives light to everyone in the house. In the same way, let your light shine before men, that they may see your good deeds and praise your Father in heaven." Matt 5:13-16

The steps to make this world a better place can be summarised as SALT.

S- Spirit-filled Christian. As a spirit-filled Christian, we will be able to add flavour, joy, love, peace and patience to our workplace. Start with small with our own immediate social circle, and let the spirit of God shines through us.
A- Ally yourself with other like-minded Christians whom you can pray with and find support. Together, pray for opportunities to share Christ, and pray also for office relations, blessings and discernments. Just as salt is able to preserves, ally with other Christians to preserve the truth.
L- Look out for what God is doing in your life and look for appropriate times and opportunities at the workplace to start spiritual conversations.
T- Tell the gospel.

With this, go out and bring healing to this earth. Let us be the salt that God has called us to be.

2009-05-06T16:48:00.001+08:00

Yippee. Exams are over. Now, I shall keep my fingers cross for the results.

Lots of things to think through this hols. fyp, and stuff basically.

I know of many friends who are still going for their grad trips, or whose grad trips are pending. Please travel safely, in all aspects.
Also, there are many friends who are returning from their exchange from Canada, the US... hope you all are healthy and well too.
For the rest who are staying in the country this hols, practice good hygiene practises and be socially responsible.

Welcome hols.

2009-04-12T20:11:00.000+08:00

Because He lives, I can face tomorrow.
Because He lives, all fears are gone.
Because I know, I know He holds the future
And life is worth the living just because He lives.
Blessed Easter.

2009-04-08T23:44:00.000+08:00

Start of the long weekend. Good Friday is indeed good, for the obvious reason.
But that aside, I really hope and pray that more people will celebrate the REAL and TRUE JOY of this day.
I'm really encouraged and touched by how some of my friends are inviting non-believers to their churches.
I also hope that I will be able to step out of my comfort zone to reach out to these people too, including my closed ones.

2009-02-28T00:58:00.000+08:00

I really don't know what's happening to me. I don't seem to have the tenacity and perseverance that used to be so evident in me when I was in secondary school and college; then it was 'when the going gets tough, I'll get tougher'. Now, given a choice, I'm so tempted to give up.
I question my intentions to want to drop that module. Is it because I haven't been trying hard enough? Or is it because I just want to take life easy and relax? Or is it a strategy to maintain my CAP? Or is it because I really can't cope?
I seriously doubt it's the last reason.
But talking to friends and asking for their opinions really help. Thanks people. I feel so glad just to be able to talk to them.
Having new goals and plans in life simply feels so good.

2009-02-22T16:02:00.001+08:00

Just a few months before my 21st birthday, many close friends have asked me about my ideal boyfriend. Mentors, SM and many of my friends in church have been concerned about what I look for in a relationship and what will attract me to a guy. Many also offered to pray for me.

Also, since goodness knows when, romantic relationships (or the lack of it) have been dominating the many conversions with good old friends whenever we meet up for dinner.

More recently, my dad had started bugging me about it. He asked about the guys in school, my social circle and kept asking me to just find a guy to go out.

The last time I was attracted to a guy (in the very least bit) was when I was in Primary five ( I think, or maybe Primary 6). I remembered what attracted me to him was his intelligence, smartness and wit. He was a good in his studies, plays the piano and excels in sports. One of the nicest things that he said to me was: “You have a good stamina”. We were running 1.6km around the school field and I was over-taking him. (Perhaps this is why I like doing long-distance running J)

I remembered being happy just to be able to see him in school and studying together. I enjoyed being able to sit beside him and will always act nonchalant about his presence, though I will always want to see his expression from the side of my eyes. How silly it was!

But admiration didn’t last long. Not because I was attracted to another smarter, witter boy, but because some other classmate liked him too! I didn’t like the ideas of liking the same thing as others; take Power Rangers for instance. I initially liked the Pink ranger, Kimberly. But after knowing that my cousin liked her too, I changed my favourite to the yellow ranger. I started liking the underdogs then.

Anyway, we lost contact upon graduation from primary school and though we attend the same college, we weren’t in the same faculty. He was doing arts, and me, science. But, it wouldn’t have mattered.

I really have forgotten how it is like being attracted to a guy, and its associated emotions. I went to a girls’ school after that and I was really in study mode in college. In university, hmm. Let’s put it this way; I don’t have many guy friends to begin with and I feel that I’m not quite ready for a relationship for I don’t think I’m one who can multitask. But I guess it will quite blissful to have someone to secretly admire too?

Though I feel that I’m not ready for a relationship at this point in time, if God places me in one or there is an opportunity for one, I think I may go for it. Isn’t life about taking risk and trying things out?

2009-01-02T00:44:00.000+08:00

I remember saying that I'd like a quiet Christmas...
But Christmas came and went too quietly.
Now, Chinese New Year songs are hitting the airwaves and goodies are on sale already.
But I haven't had enough of Christmas.
Fortunately, the Christmas lightings are taken off yet...
So I kind of enjoyed today at Orchard... taking pictures of the pretty lights and Christmas decor.

Of course, when you put a group of girls together, and over a cuppa of coffee and tea, you'll get a market.

It's nice talking about stuff that happened many years ago. Those years were one the best period in my life.

We've managed to name all our classmates...

P.S.: Names were not written in order of importance. :)

2009-01-01T11:24:00.000+08:00

Happy New Year.
Here's wishing everyone a good year ahead.
Blessed 2009.

2008-12-30T10:47:00.001+08:00

I miss my parents sending me to school;
I miss the feeling of having mom comb my hair;
I miss telling dad all my problems without having to bother about how worried he'll be.
Growing up,
seems to mean that I'll have to give up all these privileges.
It also seems that I should be sharing some of their burdens.
The world appears to be more complexed than I thought,
with more shades of grey than black and white.
It is ironical that I was once a kid who had wanted to grow up, to be freed from the arms of control and supervision.
I still want to be my daddy's girl,
I don't want to grow up.

2008-12-25T11:12:00.000+08:00

Merry Christmas.

Luke 2:16-20
“So they hurried off and found Mary and Joseph, and the baby, who was lying in the manger. When they had seen him, they spread the word concerning what had been told them about this child, and all who heard it were amazed at what the shepherds said to them. But Mary treasured up all these things and pondered them in her heart. The shepherds returned, glorifying and praising God for all the things they had heard and seen, which were just as they had been told.”

Celebrate the reason this season. Blessed Christmas.

2008-12-23T22:14:00.000+08:00

Results was released this afternoon. Grades have improved... I've been looking forward to this day when my CAP improves; it ain't an easy process, really. So, I'm really happy with the improvement. Afterall, my score had been decreasing prior to this sem... I guess I have a lot to be grateful for this sem and hols apart from my results. Besides, I think I'm no longer so anxious about my results as I used to during secondary and college days. Think this is part of life, a point when we all learn to take more things easily and realise that there are many more things and experience that matter more than results.
Christmas' nearing. Have been busy with Christmas' shopping and celebration. Received wishes and cards from friends, and I'm kind of touched to received many personalised messages. I mean after so many years of receiving cards from them, their messages still sound sincere and personalised. I'm guilty of writing generalised messages and wishes on Christmas cards to some friends for reason that we haven't been seeing much of each other hence the lack of personal touch. So yes, I do feel quite uneasy about this. And for your information, I do keep Christmas cards, but I don't really read through them again for the second time. I know of people who do, but I find it quite a hassle taking out the card from the envelope, reading it, and putting it back into the envelope.
I like the freedom of shopping alone in a quiet mall. Being alone gives me the space to think. To think about what I need to buy, whether is it really value for money. I must say that I'm a sound consumer, I seldom buy anything on impulse these days. But for some reasons, mall's crowded today. It's just the eve of Christmas eve, and it seemed to me that the crowd's out. It kind of irritate me to walk along the same path of strolling couples and individuals. It's equally annoying to be walking behind rowdy teenagers or some loud-talking group of people. I definitely understand that some people like to stroll or walk at a slower pace and talk more loudly; and I must stress that I'm not suffering from some hormonal imbalance nor am I jealous of their company. Besides, when with friends when I have company, we tend to walk more slowly and become more animated in our speech as well. Oh well, sometimes it's hard to practice what one preaches. Perhaps I should simply just avoid crowd.
I'm looking forward to a simple and quiet Christmas this year. I think it will suit me best.

2008-12-04T18:04:00.000+08:00

Yippee... exams are finally over. Will be crossing my fingers for the results.
This semester simply just flew past. In just a blink of the eye, maybe a few, it's now over. Well, I've really enjoyed many things this semester; friends, school work, dg, prayer...
And now, let us all enjoy this period of rest and may we fully utilize it, to recharge, to rest before the next semester. This holiday will also see many friends coming back from exchange from various places... I'm looking forward to meeting them again. Life is so much happier with them around. So friends, if I don't happen to meet up with you this hols, do take care and enjoy your hols, and if I'm meeting you (for some reason or another), well, hope to see you soon.

2008-11-14T22:06:00.001+08:00

It's been ages since I last wrote in here. Well, I'm back, just thought that I want write in here to let every concerned friends know how I'm doing. Well, things have been good this semester. I've really got many things to thank for as I've shared with many people. I thank God for such a semester; I've learnt many things; I've come to know that it is truly a blessing and a priviledge to pray for people, to spur them on, and to remind one another of God's love for us. I'm really glad that my friends are willing to share with me their problems and worries. And I try as much as I can to empathise with them as well. Though it was initially hard, but, in time, it turns out to be a truly refreshing experience to be able to pray for friends. I'm also encouraged by many persons, in many ways this semester. I'm also thankful for my dg mates and SM. I really enjoyed dg this sem though Mondays were always hectic and busy. I thank God for those times when we all learnt about His Word together. I'll miss those times of walking together to Kent Ridge after dg after the sun sets. I also felt blessed and loved by many who have prayed for me. I thank you all for your prayers and love. You have all made this semester fly; I have had a good time this semester because of all of you.
So with this, I want to encourage all of you to press on, to study hard for the exams. I'll be praying for God's strength and blessings to be on us all. Take care and God Bless.

"But one thing I do: Forgetting what is behind and straining toward what is ahead, I press on toward the goal to win the prize for which God has called me heavenward in Christ Jesus." Philippians 3: 13- 14.

2008-08-27T21:46:00.001+08:00

DG has finally commenced! Sometimes I really marvel at how time flies... I seem to have completed 2 Crunaction books and am now going into my third one... Indeed, being a 3rd-year student is not easy. Getting into year 3 spells greater workload from studies, and with commitments and stuff piling up, I really need the faith and strength to persevere and press on.
I was reminded of the importance of walking by faith when reading about the battle of David against Goliath. I can visualise how the pint-sized David stood in front of the giant-sized Goliath and spoke to him when nobody else dare to. David's confidence comes not from himself. It emanated from God. While Goliath was the sight in many other persons, David seemed to see God. He was confident that God will grant him victory no matter how great the odds were against him.
In recent times, many Goliaths have surfaced in my life. I tried running away to avoid these great giants, but I know I can't hide from them. The root of this action seems to have stemmed from the fact that unlike David, it is those scary Goliaths that occupy my mind and sight. I need to see God and have faith in Him that He will bring me through those battles. Most importantly, I will do things not just for God, but with God as well as in God.

2008-08-09T23:11:00.000+08:00

Happy 43rd National Day.
Have been busy watching the opening ceremony of the Beijing Summer Olypmics last night and the National Day parade this evening.
And oh yes, Channel 5's First Class is really funny. It reminded me of the last school-based English sitcom, @Moulmein High, but I think I relate to First Class better. Well, the story is set in a fictious Achiever Secondary School, and revolves around a new teacher, fresh out from school; passionate and idealistic about his chosen career path. It is also about how a group of 5 new Secondary 1 students become friends, and learn together. Do visit the First Class' Website. It's kind of interactive, with many videos, interviews, and a make your own comic strip section.
I think I really relate to Mr Michael Wong, the new teacher. His passion and love for teaching and nurturing the kids (remember my post some time ago when I mentioned that I can't wait to enter the teaching force?!=)). But I think I can foresee myself getting tired along the way and even complain and whine about my job. I've been thinking of ways in which I can keep all those complains away; maybe holidaying, or retreats? Or maybe interactions of other forms (CCAs, CIPs, ...) with the students will help me to love and enjoy my job more? Or perhaps juggling the other aspects of the role of an educator, cos in the process, I will (hopefully) be enriched more than I ever think i'll be? Seriously, many things may seem overwhelming at this stage and I know I have a long way to go. But, I am somewhat excited.

2008-08-08T01:31:00.000+08:00

Friends are really God's way of showing His love for us.
Had a really good time talking to them today. I wasn't exactly excited abt the idea of going out for dinner today (*sshhss*) but the moment I met them, I knew I made the right choice.
It was all so déjà vu sitting at Subway at Marina Square, and at the same table this evening.
Meeting up for dinner, exchanging belated birthdays' presents seem to be our standard practice these years. I'm really glad that we're friends; such great friends who understand one another, and can complete one another's sentences. A toast to all these years of friendships.

Presents from Europe!

P.S.: I really like this pic, cos of the (unintentional) wink! *><*
Oh, 8th Aug 2008 has arrived! Beijing Olympics is here!

2008-08-06T12:06:00.002+08:00

Finally, I developed some of the photos which I have been wanting to develop.

Many people will be surprised that at this digital age, why will I want to develop pictures and keep them in a photo album? Well, cos I like things tangible and I like the idea of looking at all these pictures... it's just like reading a biography as the pages of photos just flip through and fond memories just make one smile wistfully and make one yearn to go back to those good old times. Indeed, I'm sure I'll miss those times more when the new sem starts next week. Guess that's probably because I've played too hard this hols.

2008-08-04T10:27:00.000+08:00

Just found this link on Saving Gaia: http://www.channelnewsasia.com/savinggaia/
Go check it out. It's quite interactive, offers lots of creative projects for turning thrash into treasures...

2008-08-04T10:18:00.001+08:00

It must have been the many pbl presentations that I've sat through some weeks ago. Now, I've decided to do my part to save our Earth. It's not that I've haven't been doing so, it's just that from now on, I'm going to make a more consious effort to do so. I've even come up with a list of ideas and actions.

1. Bring a reusable bag with you all the time; you'll never know when you'll need it.

It does help to have a nice, pretty reusable bag, so, either buy a nice one or personalise your own, do whatever, so long as you'll be motivated to bring one with you all the time.

2. Recycle your plastic bottles and aluminium cans from your green tea/ coke/ pepsi...

I read that in Hong Kong (I think), the sizes of the aluminium cans for a certain drink are being reduced due to the falling supply of aluminium. So people, pls recycle.

3. Use both sides of the paper and recycle them.

4. Bring your own container if you were to pack food.

5. Switch off all switches when not using them. This will help you to save electricity and money.

I'm sure the list goes on, but I think five a good place to stop. Anymore, we'll not remember them. I really think that it is very important that we all start to reduce our ecological footprints. If we continue to use our limited resources at this rapid rate, I dare not think of the dire consequences.

Saving Gaia begins with me.

I picked these up from the library a couple of weeks ago and have been wanting to visit some museums. So, if anyone's free or interested, pls call/msg me.

2008-08-01T11:43:00.000+08:00

It seems to me that many of my friends are flocking to Chinatown for some unknown reasons. And so, one day, I was finally dragged there (alright, it was a gathering/ meeting with some real good friends). I think we combed almost the entire Chinatown; starting from the MRT station, we walked to Smith Street for lunch, then went over to People's Park Complex and Centre and then to Chinatown Point and finally back to Smith Street. Seriously, I would not have done that alone. It would have taken a toll on my physical strength (yes, I know I should have exercise more. Anyone interested in learning squash? or going to the gym when school starts? or just running round the track before/ after school? call me).
As we walked, I saw many people. The entire Chinatown was buzzling with activities and the place was packed with tourists, retirees, housewives... it was so unlike town or even around my neighbourhood on a weekday when the place will be so quiet.
Indeed, Chinatown has got much to offer; from shops selling relatively cheap, exotic and delicious food, clothing, shoes, accessories,... to beautiful unique shophouses... that's the charm of Chinatown. The charm that is pulling many housewives, retirees, tourists and now, many of my friends there.

2008-07-29T23:50:00.000+08:00

Hmm, on a day like today, many random thoughts struck.
As a teacher/ tutor, you'll learn a lot. You're not just the one at the giving end. You receive too. In fact, you receive a lot more than you expect. No wonder some teachers can teach for life. Just like what one of my lecturers said, to teach is to learn.

Like how I learnt about the element song from someone while doing my lesson plan. I never knew that such a song exists. Check out the link, it's cool.

http://www.privatehand.com/flash/elements.html

I really can't wait to join the teaching force. I know that it's definitely not easy to be a teacher and much harder to be an educator, especially in the first few years. And I think I have a lot to learn. But I think it's really worthwhile seeing for yourself how minds transform.

But before all this, it's back to school first.

2008-07-28T17:10:00.001+08:00

I'll try to wake up early every morning, eat regular meals, snack healthily, and get some activities done every day (which is why I think buying a Wii will be good). Ha.
Finally got my tuition stuff, the revision exercises done. I'm still trying hard to think of ways to help them improve; this final stretch is no doubt crucial. They need to work hard and smart. Me too. School's going to start soon. I need to get myself mentally prepared. Have to get back all my books I've lent out and returned the books that I've borrowed. Endless of things to do. Many will be going on exchange; US, UK, Taiwan, China, ... Enjoy you lucky fellows.

2008-07-24T17:05:00.000+08:00

Came back from the half-day feedback and sharing session. After hearing the experiences of fellow scholars and awardees and friends, I've come to this conclusion that the girls and teachers at cgs are really a fortunate and priviledged bunch. I feel blessed to have been posted to such a good school, but on the other hand, what scares me is the possiblilty of me having to teach at a normal, mainstream school. I don't think I have been really exposed to a setting where discipline is a big issue, and I don't think I have the ability to discipline them. I think, if I have the opportunity to do relief teaching, I'll try my luck at neighbour schools.
Also, I've also realised that I have been taking most of the technology and resources available to me for granted. I seemed to forget that there are so many other students out there without pcs, not to even mention tablet pcs. It's good to have been posted to a future school, but I need to keep myself grounded and aware of the situation at other mainstream schools as well.
I'm so going to miss the fruit punch from the school canteen.

2008-07-24T07:24:00.001+08:00

I'm going to miss waking up real early in the morning, taking the early, cold bus, and walking the stretch of road to go to school. I'm going to miss the past three wks. It have been a nice and good experience, and I'm really blessed to have been posted to one of the future schools in Singapore, to have made great friends, to have been given such warm hospitality by the principal and the teachers and of course, to learn loads of stuff from the school and my CT and the comments that he has given to me. I'm really grateful to everyone who have made us feel welcomed and at home for the past three wks. Thank you so much.
I'm also going to miss the disciplined lifestyle of the past three wks; of having to wake up early, eat regular meals and to do work.
And, oh yes, Wii is so fun.

2008-07-18T20:19:00.001+08:00

I kept seeing this girl whom I taught last year in the school that I'm in now and she always says hi to me. Ha. Anyway, I think my mindset about certain things is changing. And I'm think I can say that it is towards a positive one. I hope. I now think that students, at least those in primary and secondary schools, sometimes need to be reprimanded so that they will learn. I used to think that I will only teach the interested, and not bother with those who are not interested (this, I think can be attributed to the lecturers in uni where they don't really bother whether or not anyone is listening). Hmm, isn't that a positive change in mindset?
But then again, I think if I were to come across a class where most students are the uninterested parties, I think no matter how hard I try and reprimand and nag and put away my pride to beg them, they may not listen. I may end up hurting myself. Hmm, so I guess, one have to be realistic and understand that it takes both hands to clap and two to tango. Nevertheless, I determined to teach and try my best to make even the uninterested interested in my lessons. When the mind and attitude is right, everything else tends to fall into place more easily.

2008-07-12T17:12:00.000+08:00

I saw some of the students whom I relief-taught last year at today's Lit Fest and they said hi to me. That made my day. I'm such an easily satisfied person.
I'm caught in a dilemma, what should I do?

2008-07-09T21:27:00.000+08:00

For the past few mornings, I have been waking up to the doom and gloom of Year 3. Oh my, school is starting real soon. Seriously, sometimes, I think Year 3 is going to be a tough and diffcult year. But I always went to the conclusion that it's just that I left out the friends' aspects of school. Right, friends and family are such important people. They definitely make diffcult times easier and the same people make time flies. Right. But I just can't help feeling depressed about school starting soon. Think friends, family, God.
Attachment's fine. I can't help but wonder whether I'll look back on it with fond memories. I certainly hope so.

2008-07-07T11:15:00.000+08:00

Didn't know that shopping with Lydia can be so fun. This girl. She tells you to try everything possible blouse/ skirts/ pants/ dresses/ shirt-dresses... for the reason that it's free. But, hey girl, it was really fun that day and thanks for your company. It's really nice to go out and have fun after so many days of going to school to observe lessons, ccas, projects... am planning to for different people to go out with some other day...
Have been trying to finish some book. But these days, tiredness got the better out of me, and so even speed-reading hadn't helped me progress much into the book. It's back to school tml. I know that I will enjoy it when I get back tml, but I just can't help feeling a little down today. It's psychological I know.

2008-06-30T21:56:00.000+08:00

Goodbye to frivolous reads and dvds. Have been reading and watching lots of movies and drama serials on dvds recently. So much that I can almost predict accurately as to what will happen next. Similar timelines have been applied to most stories. Stories these days are seriously in need of a twist!
Attachment will commence tomorrow. I don't know what to expect. I mean I don't want to get my expections too high in case I get disappointed. Perhaps the best thing to do is to go there with an open mind. Do pray for me.

the number three

2008-06-30T21:47:00.000+08:00

Have heard a lot about the beauty of the number 3 today, about how some things come in three. and i'll add more here.
1. In primary school compositions, we were told to write 3 paragraphs; intro, body and conclusion.
2. In secondary school, an English teacher taught me that 3 is a good number to remember. Like when you need to include examples, 3 examples will be nice.
For instance, my hobbies include reading, eating and sleeping.
3. In our DIY photo-taking, usually 3 people can be included/ captured in the photo (assuming normal length of the arm).
4. Most of my friends come from a family of 3 children. Maybe it's because we come from the era of the 'Have 3 or more children if you can afford it' policy. See 3?!
5. If memory serves me well, a band/ choir will be expected to perform 3 songs in the SYF judging.
6. I have always taught that 3 mins is just a nice period of time to grant students for a break to the toilet.
Maybe the number three has kind of resonates subconciously in our minds.

2008-06-19T10:07:00.000+08:00

Fixed On Christ Camp

2008-06-11T22:20:00.002+08:00

Another day spent at Mt Faber. I love sitting under the sky, having the tree shade me from the afternoon sun, and letting the wind bring my troubles away.

Visited the many places where I used to come with my family years ago.

This ship thing is still there. I have a vivid memory of that cos of Titantic

Hadn't know about the pond of turtles there though.

Then there is the much-talk-about The Jewel Box.

What's these Lego bricks doing here?

Cable Car made of Lego! For display only.

Cable Car Centre at Mt. Faber.

Though I live relatively near to Mt Faber, I hadn't visited the place for many years.
Though we hadn't planned any activities for the day, I really had fun; simply chatting and crapping away.

I like the idea of spending a day like this; not having to worry about how time should be used to study and ... Wonder when will I have such a relaxing day again.

2008-06-05T18:55:00.001+08:00

I've got news from MOE regarding the attachment. Guess which school I'm going to?

2008-06-05T18:45:00.004+08:00

Went to walk the Southern Ridges today... what an achievement! It feels good sweating it out. I guess it would will better if not for the rain that came when we were in Kent Ridge Park. Could have walked to NUS. Nevertheless, the walk was definietly worth it. The bridges make the view real scenic and pretty!

The view of Habourfront Towers

Jewel Box at Mt. Faber

The Henderson Waves

Obviously, there are lots of trees along the way. Saw lots of trees that I had learnt in the ss module; simpoh air, adinandra just to name a few.

Can you spot the squirrel?

Next stop: Alex Arch

Didn't manage to capture the complexity of the trail

This is the arch that I always see at the bus-stop where I take bus to school. It looks different from the bus-stop.

We discovered some places too. HortPark is one of them. It's suppose to be a gardening hub...
but i thought that the place has a resort and relaxing feel to it.

HortPark- the gardening hub

Then came Kent Ridge Park. By then we were too tired to take anymore pictures. Plus it rained. Then it was lunch at IMM. We talked and chatted and I guess I felt accomplished. Afterall, we have decided on the presents and stuff that we need to get for someone. Well, I kind of looking forward to the picnic@Mt Faber on Monday... it'll be another day of fun! I hope.

2008-06-04T10:39:00.000+08:00

I revealed yesterday that I like to bake cos baking help me de-stress. And because I haven't bake in a long time (the last time I bake was a few sems ago; I baked cookies then :-)), I decided to bake something this morning. In the end, I managed to bake this:

Ignore the fudge... it's just the brownies!

And because i used only half of the brownie mix i couldn't use the bigger, thicker rectangular pan. The result? slightly thinner than usual brownie.

I like using brownie mixes... it makes baking fuss-free and simple and it makes me feel like an expert.

It seems like I have plenty of activities this and next week.

I discover the joy of watching dvds this hols! I have been watching movies which I didn't have the chance to catch.

Tml, I'll be going to walk the hill-top ridges with yw. Really looking forward to that. Finally, the sun, the fresh air and the beautiful scenary.